ROCKING DEAD!!

21Oct07

oh my god! next weekend, the rocking dead are playing in Minneapolis! 93x was giving away tickets, and passes to party with the band before the show, and I WON. lily is so jealous. she’s been listening to 93x for the last two weeks, trying to win those passes, but all she got were the regular tickets to the show. so, ghnaah and i are going to the pre-show, and then lily, andrew, and lady acaia deathblossom (claire) are going to meet us for the concert. i’m really excited, but at the same time it makes me kind of sad. matthew LOVED the rocking dead. i took him to see one of their concerts this summer, and it was great. so, i can’t help but think of him a lot. i wish that i could take him with me to meet the band. i said in THIS POST how z (the bassist) was our role model for matthew, so it would have been great for them to meet. but, you know, whereever matthew is now, he’d want me to be happy. that’s all he ever wanted, even after he turned. so, i’ll go with ghnaah, and lily and everyone, and i’ll have a great time.

oh, right. ghnaah and i are going out now. i really like him. at first, i just thought he was strange, but i’ve realized that he really just loves zombies. he’s just such a great guy. and HOT. ;) my parents actually kind of like him, which surprised me. honestly, that kind of freaked me out. not that i want them not to like him, but they gave me so much grief when i started hanging out with lily, and dressing zothic, and here’s patrick, who’s dressed just like that, and introduces himself as ghnaah, and they didn’t say a word about it. i don’t get them! but, i guess it’s good that they like him. means they won’t try to stop me from seeing him. i don’t know if this is going to last a long time, or what’s going to happen. i do like him, but i’m starting to work on college applications, so i have all that in my head. AAH! ghnaah’s a junior, so he’s not really much help on any of this. :( oh well. anyway, i’m just not thinking about what happens later. i like him a lot. he makes me happy, so that’s good enough.

well, i’m going to try and get better about updating this regularly, but we’ll see. i’ll be back.

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